Writing is Therapeutic But...

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It was 2:30 in the morning and I'm unable to sleep. I sat on my bed not knowing what to do, so I grabbed a pen and a notepad and started scribbling down how I felt. I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly and started to scribble - and just like that, my hand wrote words my mind was telling it to. In that moment, I wasn't fully in charged of what I was writing, what I mean to say is that I am not fully conscious nor mindful of what I wrote. I just write. This gave me a cathartic feeling after I poured my emotions and what I thought into writing.

Many times I have thought of beautiful and interesting concepts and topics to write on my blog. But, the thing is that when I begin writing, I become more focused on the grammar, concentrating on whether I sound good, and whether or not I am making the point I want to bring across to my readers. I am constantly distracted by the fact that my articles need to have plenty of viewers, and to do that, I need to do a good job in writing it. This mindset took a toll on me. Because of these beliefs, the beautiful and interesting concepts and topics remained the way they are - as thoughts.

 Writing is therapeutic, but if it becomes forced, if the aim is to be a perfect writer, and to have the most interesting content, it would feel more of a stress than a therapy.

This is the reason why I haven't been writing lately. I hope to overcome this and allow myself to enjoy writing again, despite my imperfections, despite the rawness of my words, my thoughts, and my beliefs.

Love,
Mary Jedde


The author of this blog is plain and simple. She thinks mostly of the usual things - life, love, beauty. She enjoys the basic necessities like food, warmth, blankets, and music. She gets thrilled with the idea of an adventure but doesn't really like to go on one, unless her spontaneity kicks in. She's got a fire in her belly most days, but enjoys the leisure of being in bed at the same time. Odd. Weird. Plain. Simple. Mary Jedde. An old soul, a lifelong learner, and a flourishing human being.

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